i realize that riding has always given me a spirituality and contentment like nothing else. i need this to help stay c&s. purchased a new 06 ultra this week after living in southern mexico for 8 months without. i need to stay put here in vancouver for the foreseeable future until i am well grounded in my recovery. had 3 years of probably the best years of my life while clean and sober and i want it back. this truely is a cunning and baffling disease. thought things were cool when i left, but found myself banging jones, something i parted with in the late 70's, when i recently returned. it's always right there behind you, waiting patiently almost 30 years. any non attitude riders in the vancouver, fraser valley area? looking for a sponsor with quality program. cheers, kevin